There are alot of things i need to change about myself. I complain too much about my insecurities but i do myself no favours.

Im not arsed about being single, well i say im not but i am arsed! instead of wallowing ;

I COULD get up, get ready and go out to meet new people yet i don’t.

I COULD eat more protein to put on weight and attend the gym to feel better about my body yet i don’t

I COULD quit smoking, i know i could. But a cigarette is the only thing that takes away the empty feeling from my stomach when i think too much,

yet i’m not going to do any of these things because im a lazy, unmotivated , bridget jones-like person…PRE SEQUAL